It's been quite some time since our story ends. Yet the other day when i mention about us to my buddy, my heart seems to ache. I'm surprise i felt this way, and the whole night i kept thinking about you, and stuff that happened. As usual i begin to wonder why it happen, begin to hate you for starting it without thinking carefully.
If i was meant to be a game, I'm able to play it but why did you make it like you wanted it seriously and then tell me you ain't able to take it. Then your attitude can change so drastically and you are always so unpredictable. Sometimes i wonder was it me that was being too sensitive, but i doubt so, cause what you have done was what a normal friend wouldn't do.
Yet times when i needed you and your care you was always no where to be found, or you would give me a couldn't care less attitude. What is all these? I've tried to ask but answer wasn't an answer and question are still there.
Then I begin to think that you might just be putting up an act so that i would fall into it and thus simply agree to go into the business partnership. Sad to say where money are concern, my logic thinking never fails.
Gradually, I moved away and make myself stop relying on you as i know it's pointless to carry on. To you it may just be a crush or an act, but i can't be bothered anymore. It was just too tiring and why should i do so much.
Today you appear in front of me again, i was surprised. Why? why of all the 22 branches in Singapore you all choose to come my branch. Why do you have to let me see you again! Worse still, you didn't even smile. Its that same old bad attitude/facial expression, something that i hate most about you. If this is you, sorry I'm really not able to accept it.
I wasn't thinking anything much but my mind just can't help thinking wild and all those nonsense stuff. I know i shouldn't, but i just need some time, again!
You left me once to be lonely, I leave you now to be forgotten.
Still I miss you.
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